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| Was bored |
| 04.28.04 (9:00 pm) [edit] |
Eh, I was bored and a few ppl had this site on there profiles, so I thought I'd give it a whirl to see what my name generated...and see what some ppl's names generated too.
[b]Your Name: Marisa[/b]
You Are A: Emo Boy/Girl
Your Favorite Band/Song: Le Tigre - Deceptacon
You Like To Read: Religious literature
You Firmly Believe In: Abstinence
Everyone Thinks You Are: A cheap bastard
You Were Conceived: Underwater
You Will Marry: Fidel Castro
[b]Your Name: Sean[/b]
You Are A: Sex-slave
Your Favorite Band/Song: Sneaker Pimps - Low Five
You Like To Read: Anything political
You Firmly Believe In: Love at first sight
Everyone Thinks You Are: The coolest person in history
You Were Conceived: Backstage at a Queen concert
You Will Marry: Fidel Castro
[b]Your Name: Ryan [/b]
You Are A: Rude Boy
Your Favorite Band/Song: Bright Eyes - Bowl Of Oranges
You Like To Read: Religious literature
You Firmly Believe In: Nose-picking
Everyone Thinks You Are: A respectable person
You Were Conceived: By immaculate conception
You Will Marry: A nudist
[b]Your Name: Alex[/b]
You Are A: Hopeless Romantic
Your Favorite Band/Song: Nelly - Air Force Ones
You Like To Read: Biographies/Autobiographi es
You Firmly Believe In: God
Everyone Thinks You Are: A sleazy prostitute
You Were Conceived: In a bed, duh
You Will Marry: Your half-sister/brother
[b]Your Name: Whitey [/b]
You Are A: Hopeless Romantic
Your Favorite Band/Song: Birthday Massacre - Over
You Like To Read: The backs of cereal boxes
You Firmly Believe In: Sex at first sight
Everyone Thinks You Are: A complete loser
You Were Conceived: In your dad's pinto
You Will Marry: A homeless man/woman
[b]Your Name: Bobby[/b]
You Are A: Teeny-Bopper
Your Favorite Band/Song: Britney Spears - Slave 4 U
You Like To Read: Religious literature
You Firmly Believe In: Love at first sight
Everyone Thinks You Are: A respectable person
You Were Conceived: In a record shop
You Will Marry: Fidel Castro
Everyone's was pretty funny, maybe a hint true, but for the most part way off. But Bobby's was just weird. Oh well, still worth a kick. Leave a comment ya bums whose name I tried on it ; ).
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| Stakeout |
| 04.26.04 (12:49 am) [edit] |
Ha almost forgot. Best Moment this weekend - Sean always keeps his arms around me when we sleep and all of the sudden he flings his arms open and says:
[i][b]"We're on a stakeout!"[/b][/i]
I was like wtf, "what?" Didn't know if he was dreaming or what, but he heard me and he repeated it 2 more times, then went straight back to sleep. So freaking hilarious. God I luv ya babe. He also twitchs a lot, got one straight in the right eye Sunday morning. So comfortable, yet so dangerous.
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| Blah &...a Shocker |
| 04.25.04 (7:00 pm) [edit] |
Friday, worked and was so freaking tired later that night. Making me quiet for most of dinner at Applebee's. Was going off only 3 hours of sleep, not used to that little amount of sleep. But for some weird reason, I always, Always, wake up around 11. Course all the guys had a full stomach by then...making them all tired. Dang, Hines and that chicken bone haha. Back at the apartment, Sean turns on the tv to...uh yeah...geez Bobby must have been bored/horny. Was funny, Sean almost layed down in Bobby's blanket, but I was nice and said something :wink: . Had fun commenting on Bloodsport (great movie) w/ Hines. So much was Jean Claude flexing his muscles, the stupid blonde girl with no real point other than to end up with the guy, and the crazy slow motion Ahhh face when they get ready to kick or punch, gotta love those old fighting movies : ). Fell asleep there later in Sean's arms as usual, didn't care for the way I was woken up, lol ya jerk.
Saturday, brought some coffee and cookies over. Bobby got his cookie, Gnome ate Sean's cookie, Sean ate Ryan's cookie, leaving Ryan with nothing. Eh, serves him right for playing that game. Watched Blade 2 and Kiss of the Dragon, both pretty good movies. Watched Iron Chef America w/ Bobby, grrr Mario Batali beat Masaharu Morimoto. Psh, that was crap. Later, went to fall asleep with Sean, always nice. Basically stayed the night, got home at 9 am to my dad cooking breakfast. And...my parents didn't care that much :shock: . Dad's response "As long as we know where you're at." :shock: Mom's "Eh, I can't control you." :shock: They weren't mad in the least :D .
Stayed awake since I got home. Yeah isn't that crazy, [b]I[/b] was up in the [u]morning[/u] on a Sunday. Went to get shoes for Senior Ball w/ my mom, AND she even bought me a few other things. I was surprised. Great weekend.
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| Good, Bad, Good |
| 04.23.04 (1:24 am) [edit] |
[b]Good:[/b] Today started off great, slept past 9:45 (past wasl late arrival), got up at 10:15, missed first period completely, was just Riggs' class. The 2 classes I did make it to, laughed so much, everyone is more awake and crack jokes way more than usual. After school rushed to go meet Sean at Target so we could go to the Tux Shop before I work. Really excited for Senior Ball...not because it's the last dance etc. etc., but because I'm really excited to go with him and am just excited to be with him ^.^ He even came to my work with me, made me 20 min. early, but made me look good too lol. Bobby came about an hour after Sean left. I liked what Bobby said to me "it's weird not having you around all the time." : ) So surprised ppl came to my work, but I'm always very happy to see them.
[b]Bad:[/b] Mom came by, everything was fine, till we started talking about Senior Ball and money for it. She said some stuff that really really got to me. It's cause she really touched on an area that shouldn't have been mentioned and can still hit me hard sometimes. Kinda ruined the rest of work and then I left here at 9 w/o dinner because it was still getting to me. We argued...I never like that, but yeah just happens once in a while, she even used some unpleasant words at me. I held back saying anything like what she said, angered me alot, instead I just left.
[b]Good:[/b] Went to the apartment. I like how Bobby is always watching something funny on tv and he's definitely cool and fun to hang out with. Later he had to go to work. Then Sean was still awake, ha watching the Outlaw Star I gave him, pulling an all nighter, crazy ; ). I love how Sean won't leave me alone till I tell him what's bothering me. Dang I'm obvious apparently. What really touched me tonight was, if I tried to pull away because what was on my mind felt unbarable, he wouldn't let go, it caught me off guard, but it gave me a feeling I can't explain and to be honest, needed. Normally I just push ppl away if they try to do that, even past bf's...but I don't with him. Thank you. I really luv ya babe. You really are great in so many ways.
By the way, hope your stomach feels better babe :.( . Ya jerk, didn't tell me till later :wink: . I knew you looked a little worse than the usual tired. Sleep well after UPS today.
[b]The Calling[/b] - Wherever You Will Go
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| 2nd Birthday Post |
| 04.20.04 (10:16 pm) [edit] |
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Well today was still strangely pretty good. I think the extra 2 hours of sleep helped, but also just nice to know I'm 18 now. As for the entire day, was mostly like any other school day. A few ppl said Happy Birthday to me at school and online, which was nice :), thank you all. Can't say anything special really happened today, but that's ok. Mainly because of school or work, there just isn't that much time to do much with people. My mom is still the same, bday shopping on the weekend, a card on the actual day, the cut out of my horoscope, and a tiny ice cream cake, god I love my mom, she's so sweet. Something to look forward to is, I'll get to see Sean on Thursday! Yay he has 2 days off this week. That workaholic ; ).
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| *My Birthday* |
| 04.20.04 (1:12 am) [edit] |
Will probably post another blog just for the heck of it later after school. But if you read this, leave a comment and maybe wish me Happy Birthday :wink:! I can now buy tobacco and porn...which is absolutely useless to me. Well off to bed.
I'm strangely very happy. And in the mood for some country?!?! Ha I just like this song.
[b]Tim McGraw[/b] - I Like It, I Love It
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| 1 more day |
| 04.19.04 (5:00 pm) [edit] |
Coming back from breaks, usually school sucks, but because this AND next week are WASL weeks, it's not so bad. 6 days of getting up late, can't complain.
Recap of the last few days, Saturday, hung out at the apartment, no shock there. Ryan and Bobby, ya bastards, left me there to go babysit. Spent 2 hours with the cat... Like Alex said earlier, I was g'ed 3 times, 2 by him tho. Not a great night, kinda pissed me off, but that didn't last long. Later on when ppl started to come back, played Tekkan against Hines...I was ahead, but damnit he came back and ended up beating me 7 to 6, just barely. That was fun. Had Bobby giving me shit at the same time, once that hand heals I'm going to kick your ass at that game ; ). Sean wanted me to stay till morning when he works at 8 am, how could I say no :wink: . So bright and early when I had to get up tho, yeah not a morning person at all.
Sunday, went shopping with my mom for my birthday, that was pretty cool. Jas couldn't make it to dinner because of a project, but we may do dinner again next week. My parents invited Sean to dinner, which was really nice. They like him :D . They also like how he knows me well enough to give me a hard time... Overall, great dinner, and even better company. 1 more day, then I'm 18.
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| At the apartment |
| 04.17.04 (1:16 am) [edit] |
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It's only 1 am... Here at the guys' apartment, came from work earlier. Aww missed the meatloaf, damn. AND I missed Gnome getting hit in the nuts by Sean, damn again. Sean and I tried to watch Tomb Raider the second one, man did it suck. I was a little tired so I fell asleep for like an hour, but then woke up. Sean is still sleeping, lol he's been sleeping all day, but I don't blame him, he gets so little sleep during the week. I'm awake, but tired...makes perfect sense. But I'm sitting here listening to music, playing games online, and watching Emeril...it's the same one from when I first got here around 9. I think it's repeating. Blah I'm too lazy to get up and change the channel. Bobby went to a party at Aaron's, Ryan is trying to sleep and that's about it. Dang everyone turned in [u]early[/u] tonight, darn work. Wish I was tired, then I'd join Sean, plus it's soo much warmer and just nicer next to him :). Hmm...or I wish he was awake, so then we could watch a better movie or something. Hopefully I'll get tired soon and join my guy soon. Tonight was a lil slower than the other few nights, but I still enjoyed it. My Spring Break started off great and still ended great ^.^
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| Post #4 |
| 04.15.04 (4:31 am) [edit] |
Another post for my Spring Break. Just got home, really tired so I'll keep it short.
Gnome, keep your ass out of my face (literally)!!! Geezus at least stay 10 feet away next time. Small crazy kid ; ). Other than that, hung with Ryan and Page for a lil. Page always falls asleep before 12. Andy was there, but yeah he basically did CS the whole time. Uh...what else, watched some Friends. Still fun, but I was kinda tired, yet awake. At 2, I fell asleep with Sean, who was already sleeping so I wake him up for a second, but in less than a minute he's out again :wink:. I find the best place to sleep is in his arms :.D. Wish I didn't have to wake up and go home, but I do. So, woke up when he had to leave for work, then came on home. It's great everytime, all green lights, no cars and I just cruise all the way home. Crap, work tmr...but not until 3:30, so I'll still get up at around 1.
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| Before Bed |
| 04.14.04 (4:32 am) [edit] |
Just felt like blogging cause I just got home. Going to bed at 4 or 5 in the morning is so awesome. Get up at like 1 or 2. I don't sleep away my day, I make up for it by living up the night. Earlier today did Senior Project w/ Jho, easiest project ever. Good ol' Renton Historical Museum. Then we hung for a lil later and watched some GTO, compared music, etc. Must say I'm very happy tonight. Hung out with the guys again, damn I love hanging there. Brought my garlic potatos over, they were good, should have cooked them longer tho...eh oh well, at least they weren't salty like Bobby's. Had some story time with Ryan and later on me, him, and Bobby watched I think it was a Martin Lawrence comedy act (which was hilarious), then we watched Old School.
Sucks Sean has to go to bed early and get up at like 3 for UPS. But what I really like when I'm there hella late is being the first thing Sean wakes up to. :D Going to miss that when Spring Break ends, therefore, I'll enjoy all the time I do have now. God I love being in his arms, I feel so warm, so protected, so happy.
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| Keeps Getting Better |
| 04.13.04 (2:18 am) [edit] |
Post #2 of Spring Break. Sunday, Happy Easter/Religious Holiday to all of you. Best part about a holiday mmm my mom's prime rib. Later, I brought the anime FLCL to the apartment. The guys went freaking nuts over it (haha all except Sean). That anime is crazy, it's either super complex or incredibly ridiculous. Either way I don't understand it, yet I'm drawn to watch more... Also watched Once Upon A Time In Mexico, really great movie, I'd say Johnny Depp outstarred Antonio Banderas in it. I love how when someone is shot, a ton of white powder comes out of them AS they go flying 50 feet in the air. That's what you call realistic (shaking head). But all together a darn good entertaining action flick.
Today, Monday I only slept till 1...shocking huh. It's cause those damn roofers woke me up earlier. Geez don't they know some ppl try to sleep during the day :cry:. Best part about after a holiday, my mom's leftover prime rib. Later I went to Starcash, then to watch my Dad's little league baseball team play (only cause it was nearby and I had nothing else to do) but we'll just say I went in support. Good lord did they suck...they're 12/13 yr olds, so I don't feel bad saying that. Then met up with the guys after their Costco run. Gave a hard time to Bobby while he was cooking, who challenged my potatos, he's so going down. They waste so much "to make tea"! After Bobby cooked, him, me and Sean watched From Dawn Until Dusk, wow that movie was lame. As for later on, that's a secret :roll: .. :) . What can I say, I'm a very private person. But I will say greater than three babe, you know I really hope I [u][b]can't[/b][/u] get rid of you ever :wink: . What you said really means a lot to me because you mean a lot to me. And yes, I'm very sure in who I want to be with and who I think is right for me ; ). The word Special comes to mind for tonight and for lately. *Days to remember: April 10 and April 12. To end the night I was home around 12:30 making my mom a very happy person.
Song for tonight:
[b]Hoobastank[/b] - Lucky
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| Start of Spring Break! |
| 04.11.04 (4:35 pm) [edit] |
Started off my Spring Break with Friday night which was awesome. Hung out with Bobby, Ryan, Gnome, Alex, and Whitey who's in town for the weekend. Laughed my ass off with them. [u]Best parts of the night:[/u] Gnome and Whitey wrestling, Gnome hurting his toe and not shutting up about it, getting nailed in the head by Ryan during the marshmallow fight, Whitey & Alex kicking ass at DDR, Gnome turning into the wrong lane on the way back to Alex's, and watching 28 Days Later w/ Bobby at 2 am. [u]Worst parts:[/u] my chocolate cream pie at Shari's was like cool whip on top w/ chocolate cool whip in the middle, yuck :?
Saturday night got to the guys apartment and no one was there...but the door was unlocked so I let myself in. Had a lot of time, so decided to wrap what I had for Sean. Could it be any harder to find tape at their place... Anyways, later on Sean came back, we had a lil talk, then he had a lil talk with Ryan :wink: , then I had a lil talk with Ryan, and then we had a lil talk again. We'll see what happens :). The Whole Ten Yards was a pretty good movie, funny, but wish I had seen the first one. Aww Sean bought me dinner after :D. Fell asleep there, in a very comfy place ^.^ Woke up to Bobby watching that plastic surgery crap on MTV...damn that stuff was sick, but it woke me up and I went home at 5 am. All and all, I'm liking the way this Spring Break has turned out so far.
On another note, I'd rather hang with my "white friends" anyday over my "asian friends" where most of them don't work and get money from mommy and daddy. What a waste of effort to try and hang out with those ppl.
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| ??? |
| 04.07.04 (6:05 pm) [edit] |
This fucking sucks, I feel like I'm going to lose my mind lately. I can't sleep, then fall asleep in class, and am just stressed out & sad inside... Those who know me, know why.
Then there's guys, which are complicated as hell. One in particular, that I happen to really like and I like to be with him because there's something about him that just draws me to him. Whether he realizes it or not, just being near him makes things a lot easier, but then I don't get him at all. I feel something with him, and I can feel he cares and is concerned, but wtf I don't get it. I'm probably just another girl to him.. God if I didn't feel crap for this guy, I'd given up by now...maybe I am just wasting my time...like to think I'm not...but I don't know anymore.
...*Sigh*...overall inside just feels so empty.
Somebody tell me what to do??? :./
[i]Where should I go, What should I do
I don't understand what you want from me
'Cause I don't know if I can trust you
Or all of the things you've said to me
And I may never know the answer to this endless mystery
Where should I go, What should I do
I don't understand what you want from me... [/i]
[b]Hoobastank[/b]- Out of Control
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| Weekend |
| 04.04.04 (11:55 pm) [edit] |
Hung out this weekend. Was going to see Hellboy with Tom and them, but then they didn't call me till they were already at the theatre...which was oh so kind. Was a little pissed but whatever, saved my wallet 8.50 and hung out with in Tom's words my "white friends" (not all of them are). What was good about the night was hanging with Bobby before he went to work, then Ryan, Alex, Eric, and unexpectingly later on Sean. Had a really hard/bad week and thank god I can laugh & relax when I hang with you guys.
Ya'll are awful, "movie" my ass. Nice to know you guys got a kick out of my reaction ; ).
[b]Highlights:[/b] Arby's, "movie", watching Sean & Ryan saw thru a lock with a miracle blade (isn't such a miracle anymore), Sean hanging up on Derrick lol, and watching the old Dawn of the Dead (so old, poor effects, but so freaking hilarious).
But on a much lower note, one word comes to mind...lost. Not going to go into details and don't ask, just things are hard since earlier this week. Involves past and present.
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| Bahhh |
| 04.01.04 (12:51 am) [edit] |
Ahh too much personal talk tonight... My head hurts :x . Geez.... now I'm really beat, all that thinking. Why can't things be [b]simple[/b], [b]straight-forward[/b], and [b]easy[/b]? Darn guys... friendships... relationships... what do you want from me? Confused. Might as well become a freaking nun. But like Bobby said, I'd have too much pent up sexual frustration (kidding).
[i]On a personal note:[/i] I did finally go by Peter's grave a few days ago, and I've finally been able to let go of my feelings for him. I think I was trying to hold on. I'll always care about him and treasure what we had. To my first real love, RIP Peter.
I wonder tho...I couldn't before, but will I be able to let someone in like I did with Peter?
[b]Mest[/b]- Fuct Up Kid
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SONG(s) :
Edwin McCain - I'll Be
Huh ......
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