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| Memorial Day Weekend |
| 05.31.04 (8:43 pm) [edit] |
Happy Memorial Day and for most people, yay a freaking day off from everything.
This weekend was relaxing and very fun, most of it spent with Sean :) and Ryan, Hines, Bobby and whoever else is usually there. Even saw Whitey and Alex there a few times.
[b]Friday[/b], worked then saw [u]Troy [/u]w/ Sean (that dork fell asleep :roll: ). Haha oh well he's the one that paid. He'd wake up at the action and love scenes...and missed almost all the plot. Long movie, but really great movie, I highly recommend. Orlando Bloom played the biggest pansy, the actor who played Hector was really good tho. Could comment on Brad Pitt, but nahhh.
[b]Saturday[/b], got Ryan [u]A Walk To Remember[/u] for his bday. Worked, hung out with Ryan, Gnome, Aaron, and Hines. We got watermelon?? for some reason that's mostly what I remember... We all debated on seeing Shrek 2, but eh didn't happen. Sean came home late because they caught some punk kid trying to steal.
[b]Sunday[/b], Sean got up early and picked up another couch for the apt for only 50 bucks. Looks nice, is comfortable, but smells like cat pee lol. Good deal tho. Since he woke me up so early, I decided to go out and get some breakfast stuff for the guys from Safeway...the Safeway in Fairwood, dammit forgot there was one next to Wendy's. I thought I had to work, but Kathy made a mistake and so I didn't which was nice. Where did I end up? Back at the apt of course after I visited my guy at his work. Walked in about half way thru [u]Lord of the Rings 3[/u], never read the books, only seen the second one, and didn't understand it that much. Then went grocery shopping with Bobby, Ryan, Alex, and Page. So many fat asses weighing down my car. Fun trip to the store. Ended up falling asleep before Sean got home from work.
[b]Monday[/b], Happy Birthday Ryan! Spent all day at the apt, literally all day. Hines, Bobby, and Ryan all cooked breakfast (which was delicious) while Sean played AC haha. Hmm what else, Bobby cut his foot with his knife. Saw some [u]Band of Brothers[/u]. We picked up a pretty pink Barbie cake for Ryan. Damn that thing was sweet, too sweet. Sean wanted me to keep him company so I watched him play AC and that's how I fell asleep again :wink:. Then came home today around 8.
Great weekend, loved every minute of being with my guy, laughed so much with everyone, actually got a lot of sleep, and haha I'll probably end up returning all 3 of my rentals from Blockbuster unwatched. One word to describe this weekend, Yeahhhhhhh.
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| Short Post |
| 05.24.04 (10:13 pm) [edit] |
Wow 2, almost 3 days since I blogged.
I'll keep it short, lots of tests next week, finals the week after that, and getting used to working everyday this week. I'm tired, stressed, and have other things on my mind.
Getting worn out and stressed out... I fuckin hate it. :cry: What I hate worse is how nice and ok I am about everything. I'll make a customer a drink after I'm completely done cleaning up = unpaid overtime (sometimes they don't even appreciate it) or I'll be 'ok' with something but it causes me stress. Go that extra mile for ppl and you're just asking to get your face planted into the ground. But yeah, I think I'll take a break from blogging. Eh could be days.
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| (Title, can't think of one) |
| 05.22.04 (12:30 am) [edit] |
My Uncle Rusty and his friend Jeff came into town Thursday, both came up to look at old cars for good prices. My uncle is pretty cool, he buys an old car for cheap to have for a little, then does it again the next season. He likes it and it is quite unique. I don't know, old guys like old cars. I like my uncle, he's fun to talk to and he always has to bring up some embarrassing story, that's what family's for right? But yeah, him and his friend are going to Tacoma at 6 am (I'll be sleeping of course) before driving back, to look at a car Jeff is interested in buying. It was cool having them over, accept Thursday night when my uncle kept talking and I was trying to study for a calculus quiz...but I did pretty well, so not a big deal.
Only about 19 hours till Sean comes back! And no, I'm not one of those crazy anal gf's that keep track of every little hour, min, etc. till things happen, there's a clock right in front of my face, it's 1:30 am right now, Sean will get back around 8:30 pm, so yeah, an idiot could figure that out. God, I've missed him more and more since he called. He called today, at 2:30 pm Friday, but my music was up kinda loud, answered it just a second too late, but he left a message : ). Dang, wish he'd get back here sooner, but then again, I have work so wouldn't get to spend time with him till after anyways. Hopefully he'll like what I put in his room.
Anything else, just need to confirm hours for Java Monkie and Blockbuster for the summer. Alex was hired at Blockbuster, might be fun working at the same place :wink:. And, finals coming up...which will be oh so fun.
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| 'Ring Ring' |
| 05.18.04 (3:01 pm) [edit] |
Not much has happened lately other than school.
But, Sean called Sunday and I've been in a great mood since :). Never been so happy to hear my cell ring. Of course he had to call Ryan first for my number, that forgetful dork ; ). I miss him a lot still but he'll be back soon enough and I can't wait. It's crazy it's been so long since I've actually missed someone this much. And I know it's because I really do love Sean.
Hm...what else, humanities make-up today, that was a bitch. Stupid Excel thing tmr morning. I actually have to be there AT 7 a.m... Considering I don't usually get to school till 7:50, for those of you who don't know school actually starts at 7:20, and no I don't have late arrival, I just have Mr. Riggs. Wonder if I can be on time tmr morning? I think anyone who knows me, already knows the answer to that.
By the way, Hines you're just as dumb as me :wink: . Locking yourself out of places is a serious thing........but only for the person that is locked out. Haha. We rock. We really belong in the intelligent crowd.
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| Fun Time |
| 05.15.04 (1:55 pm) [edit] |
Hung out with Joyce last night, we drove to Seattle (shocking because I rarely go to Seattle) and got some bubble tea, since it's been a long time and we needed something to do. Once every 3-4 months is ok, so long as it isn't every freaking weekend or every other weekend. Not that crazy about Oasis, too many asian ppl, ha I say that yet I'm going to UW next year. Damn pollen/cotton, kept sneezing from it last night. After Oasis, we went clubbin'. It was a blast, but I won't go into much detail because I'm lazy and tired today. Then we went up to UW and visited my brother's dorm. Not much was happening because alot of ppl were out watching Troy, but it was nice to see big brother for a little.
After dropping Joyce off, I went to the guys' apt and hung with Hines for a few hours. Was fun, we joked around and talked about a ton of things. Then Aaron came back piss drunk (so funny) with Bobby and Amy. Poor Aaron, he fell asleep, gets up, goes out to puke, comes back and goes back to sleep. Ryan came back later, sucks he can't sleep lately and doesn't know why. But you can tell when he's irritated and kinda in a bad mood, cause he's more of an ass, but still fun to be around. Hines and Aaron slept on the floor, I just slept on the couch. Overall, fun friday night.
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| Stuff |
| 05.11.04 (3:33 pm) [edit] |
Ugh...feeling a little better, my head was killing me. Lack of sleep most likely. It's great I had a calculus test today, cause I'm that damn lucky. Oh well, maybe I did ok winging it, then again maybe not.
Other stuff on my mind, god I miss Sean. I know it's only Tuesday and I wouldn't even get to see him till the weekend, but dang I miss him like crazy.
Downloaded "Catalyst" the latest New Found Glory Album, from my brother (thanks). Haven't listened to is all yet, but it's pretty awesome. Haha Hines made me have a Jones last weekend, this "great drink". Yeahhh, it was so great that I ended up drinking it as slowly as possible.....
YEAHHH got the job at Blockbuster too! So awesome. Still have to wait for the background check to finish. Although I kinda didn't like getting it over Alex, wish we both could've been hired. But Ryan is hooking him up so it's all good.
Um what else, Ryan is a smart-ass and Alex is a lazy-ass. Haha nothing new.
Awesome Song:
[b]New Found Glory[/b] - Failure's Not Flattering
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| Long Morning, Day, Night |
| 05.09.04 (5:22 pm) [edit] |
Saturday morning, fell asleep with Sean around 1, got up at 4 to take him to his unit in Tacoma with Ryan and Aaron, but then he got the date wrong. [b]He decided to check the date[/b]...when we got to Tacoma. It's cause he's been working non-stop and exhausted lately, so it wasn't that big a deal, worth a good laugh, plus I got gas out of it ; ), but more importantly, more time to spend with him. Hines was the lucky one lol, he didn't come with us and got to sleep. Fell back asleep at the apartment, but only had a total of about 5 hours of sleep. Joked around and watched Silence of the Lambs with Ryan, Hines, and Sean in the morning.
Had to work and it was actually busier than normal, great but I was tired as hell. Made $24 in tips though, so I won't bitch too much. Sean got to sleep during the day...lucky bastard. But he really needed it.
Saw Van Helsing with Joyce at night, heard it sucked, but it wasn't that bad. Almost fell asleep at the beginning cause it was slow and again I was still tired. We talked after, then went to Applebee's cause we both decided [u]not[/u] to use the bathroom at the movie theatre, even though we kinda needed to. That was the shortest time I've ever spent at Applebee's, no wait, no money spent, no complaint here. Then talked with Joyce after in the parking lot for a couple of hours. We got to see someone being pulled over by a cop, haha sucker. I'm just glad Joyce is doing a little better than friday. Personally it pisses me off, but whatever she decides to do, even if I don't agree with it, I'm there for her. It makes me really glad to hear her say I helped make things easier for her, I just want her to be happy. Man I wanted to strangle Pat though.
Got back to the apartment 2 hours later than I had told Sean, he worried about where I was, why I didn't call, and what to do, because I had all his stuff he needed for the next two weeks in Virginia. I knew what time we got there last time and knew how important it was to/for him and that no matter what I would be there in time. But I understand why he stressed so much. I felt like crap and was really sorry. He was really sorry for yelling at me. Such strong feelings involved, I didn't think I could care about someone so much again to the point where I know I love this guy and worry about hurting him or letting him down or anything like that. I guess I still try to pull away when things get bad, but then Sean grabs me and hugs me really tight not letting me go and the feeling I get from him, from that, I can't describe it, but I feel a sense of everything is ok and I can feel how much he loves me too. God, it's been so long since I could feel the things I feel with Sean, so much of me never thought I would again. At 4 am, Page came with me to take Sean to Tacoma. Was so tired on the way there and back. Barely drove home ok after dropping Page back off at the apt.
In a way it's good he went to Virginia for his unit/army stuff, he'll have some much needed down time and can sleep more.
*Sigh* I'll really miss Sean in the next two weeks... But I'm comforted in knowing just one thing that we've both been feeling and finally said to each other on Saturday, I love Sean and he loves me too. :D
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| Something to smile about |
| 05.06.04 (1:19 am) [edit] |
Yawn, just got home from the guys' apartment. Happy Cinco De Mayo all or Happy May 5th for all you who don't know wtf the first one meant. Dang got home so late on a school night, no phone call from the parents either :wink: . Was fun, watched the Friends thing with the guys. Dammit Ryan, I swear I tripped over the bunched up carpet...not on the flat part. The sadder thing, I did it twice... Eh, oh well. Earlier, I visited Sean at Target (always nice) after I picked up a few gifts for my mom from Hallmark for Mother's Day. Too many ppl work at Target, everywhere I turn I either see someone that goes to Hazen or used to go to Hazen.
Aww fell asleep with Sean again, god I love that, course I woke up hella late to get home tonight, but it was worth it. Though I'm so damn tired right now, I feel like I'm kinda on a high too because of what he said tonight as he hugged me to say goodbye "Babe, I'm so crazy about you." I hugged him tighter, man he makes me so incredibly happy, dang I wish I didn't have to leave. I feel so much for him and when he says stuff like that, heh I'm too happy beyond words to say anything back. I'll never get tired of hearing that kind of thing from him :) . So yeah, definitely something to smile about before I fall asleep. Well, my eyes are about to close (-.-), Night.
[b]One last thought[/b] - I freakin blog too much
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| Before Senior Ball Pictures! ^.^ |
| 05.04.04 (7:52 pm) [edit] |
Yay finally figured out how to post my pictures. Thanks Alex. Hope ya'll enjoy them as much as I do. Big files, may take a little bit of time to upload.
http://home.comcast.net/" title="http://home.comcast.net/" target="_blank"http://home.comcast.net/~icygrl02/DSCF0064.JPG Damn he looks good.
http://home.comcast.net/" title="http://home.comcast.net/" target="_blank"http://home.comcast.net/~icygrl02/DSCF0065.JPG Aww.
http://home.comcast.net/" title="http://home.comcast.net/" target="_blank"http://home.comcast.net/~icygrl02/P5010155.JPG Sean's hands lol, yeah my dad took this pic.
http://home.comcast.net/" title="http://home.comcast.net/" target="_blank"http://home.comcast.net/~icygrl02/P5010159b.JPG His favorite out of all these.
http://home.comcast.net/" title="http://home.comcast.net/" target="_blank"http://home.comcast.net/~icygrl02/P5010161.JPG My favorite.
http://home.comcast.net/" title="http://home.comcast.net/" target="_blank"http://home.comcast.net/~icygrl02/P5010162.JPG Eyes closed, darn the blinding sun.
http://home.comcast.net/" title="http://home.comcast.net/" target="_blank"http://home.comcast.net/~icygrl02/DSCF0067.JPG Eyes open, dang we look short next to Sean, especially my dad.
http://home.comcast.net/" title="http://home.comcast.net/" target="_blank"http://home.comcast.net/~icygrl02/P5010163.JPG Good ol' dad and his lil girl ; )
http://home.comcast.net/" title="http://home.comcast.net/" target="_blank"http://home.comcast.net/~icygrl02/P5010168.JPG My Mom and I (she doesn't like pictures)
http://home.comcast.net/" title="http://home.comcast.net/" target="_blank"http://home.comcast.net/~icygrl02/DSCF0070.JPG Big Brother and I, we looked at separate cameras tho.
http://home.comcast.net/" title="http://home.comcast.net/" target="_blank"http://home.comcast.net/~icygrl02/P5010165.JPG ...Looked at separate cameras again...
http://home.comcast.net/" title="http://home.comcast.net/" target="_blank"http://home.comcast.net/~icygrl02/P5010167.JPG Me and my best girl bud, Joyce
God, I loved Senior Ball :D Every time I look at these I can't stop smiling.
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| For The Longest Time |
| 05.04.04 (1:08 am) [edit] |
Just thought I'd share one of my favorite songs at the moment. Love the lyrics and it has a nice happy little melody to it. Crazy how lyrics reflect how you feel :.). If you're open to oldies, definitely a great song. ^.^
[b]For The Longest Time[/b]
by Billy Joel
Woohoohoohoo for the longest time
Woohoohoo for the longest
If you said goodbye to me tonight
there would still be music left to write
what else could I do
I'm so inspired by you
that hasn't happened for the longest time
Once I thought my innocence was gone
now I know that happiness goes on
that's where you found me
when you put your arms around me
I haven't been there for the longest time
Woohoohoohoo for the longest time
Woohoohoo for the longest time
I'm that voice you're hearing in the hall
and the greatest miracle of all
is how I need you
and how you needed me too
that hasn't happened for the longest time
Maybe this won't last very long
but you feel so right
and I could be wrong
maybe I've been hoping too hard
I've gone this far
and it's more than I hoped for
Who knows how much further we'll go on
maybe I'll be sorry when you're gone
I'll take my chances
I forgot how nice romance is
I haven't been there for the longest time
I had second thoughts at the start
I said to myself
hold on to your heart
now I know the woman that you are
you're wonderful so far
and it's more than I hoped for
I don't care what consequence it brings
I have been a fool for lesser things
I want you so bad
I think you ought to know that
I intend to hold you for the longest time
Woohoohoohoo for the longest time
Woohoohoo for the longest time
(fade)
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| YEAHHHH Senior Ball Baby!!! |
| 05.02.04 (11:06 am) [edit] |
To start off, like I said in my profile, it was freakin' awesome! Uh this post is long & kinda detailed, skim or read, up to you.
Where to begin, got up at 12, no one was home, accidentally locked Joyce out, heh oops. Thanks so much Joyce for coming over, going to the salon with me, waiting and helping w/ ideas for hair & makeup and believe me, you helped [u]alot[/u], you're such a great friend, thank you, thank you, thank you :D. Wow felt so girly getting a manacure and my hair done, then the dressing up and makeup. Craziness.
Sean came over after drill at 6:30, looking very very handsome and sharp, ha a lil tired too. But oh yeah, he looked [i]HOT[/i] :wink: . Cause of the time crunch, we took pictures w/ Joyce and my family (even big brother made it home, late, but that runs in the family), that was fun, then jetted off to Seattle. Course Sean doesn't say what he really thought of how I looked till we were away from my family, aww I liked what he thought :D. Rushed over to Bell Harbor, parked, took pictures out on the balcony, which was really beautiful. Ran into a group of ppl I kinda knew, and the first thing out of one of the guy's mouth "WHOA, Chun Li!", ha I knew I'd get that at least once tonight. Left the garage, drove out to find the Spaghetti Factory which ended up being only a min. away, no parking there and we basically drove in one big rectangle back to the parking garage from earlier. Haha damn could've saved $3 bucks. Didn't bug me at all, but the walk to the Spaghetti Factory did. Good lord, it wasn't even a block, but it felt like miles in heels...ouch.
Walked into the restaurant, got soo many :shock: looks and "Wow, you look gorgeous!" from ppl in the waiting area. Wasn't fake either, you could tell they actually liked how I looked. That sounds conceited, but if you know me it's not meant to sound like that. Sean said I was stealing his fire, something like that, and smiled (Good ^.^). Oh for those of you who didn't know I wore a sleeveless red w/ gold cheongsam (chinese dress). I loved it, was elegant, yet sexy and still showed some skin. I think ppl just liked that it was completely different from everyone else's and that I didn't look like a class A skank. Great thing about mine, no adjusting :wink:, everything fit nice, tight, and was comfortable the entire time. A lot of my friend's dresses looked great too. Dinner was delicious, mmm fettucinni alfredo, and it only cost $25 bucks ; ). Ahh killer walk back though. But overall it only cost Sean about $31 for the whole night, dinner and parking. Which is good, I really didn't want things to be expensive on him.
At the dance, saw many teachers and classmates. A few ppl were shocked and didn't recognize me. Tried out the dessert stuff, uh quantity wise, it didn't look like 6 grand's worth of food, but I'm a cheap ass what do I know. It looked nice tho, I'll give them that much, had a chocolate fountain and a punch fountain, ooo. No one really took to the floor till 9:30. Around 10 something, Sean and I tore it up on the dance floor. He was a little skeptical at first (one of the few things he's not confident about...shocking), but we danced really great together, geez babe you dance fine. Best thing to know, everyone looks like they suck dancing, so when you dance, you just blend in and don't care. It wasn't hella crowded like tolos, so there wasn't much bumping into ppl. Other than last night, I can only think of one other dance that I've ever had that much fun at. Yay, Kelly was a princess and Sara was Queen, congrats to both. We left a little early to avoid traffic...but it's Seattle. Stuck in traffic for 30 min. on 1st Ave. before we could finally reach the freeway. That damn Hot Import Night is what caused the traffic.
Went back to the [u]new[/u] apartment, took pictures w/ Ryan, Bobby, and Aaron. Fucking Ryan and your idea, fucking Bobby and following the idea, damn you both lol. Not including Aaron, you ass holes. But you're my ass holes and I love you both. Can't believe you guys did that, Bobby coming out in his underwear to pose in a picture w/ me, (tucked up for crying out loud...geezus) whole time I just thought don't look down. Took a shower to get all the hairspray out and take the makeup off. Then fell asleep in Sean's arms, great way to end the night. I enjoyed every moment of tonight, from the minute he came to my house, to the time we said goodbye this morning. Almost forgot, weather was great all night, glad it didn't rain.
[b][u]Best parts[/u][/b]:
-Many times in the night, Sean pulling me close to him, holding me tight and saying "You make me so happy."
-Also he'd look at me a lot and have that look in his eyes but not say anything :) .
-Dancing with him, yeahhh babe, it was so much fun.
-Seeing him smile, having a good time, and hearing him say he had a great time. Yay
-Finally, what he said to me at the end of the night, before we went to sleep.
[b][u]Not So Good Parts[/u][/b]:
-My feet still hurt like hell, damn heels.
-He had drill this morning so we had to leave the apartment at 7 am :x to come back to my house to get his car.
Ahh I'm so happy still. And I'm even happier that he said he had a great time too. Dang I got 3 hours of sleep and I'm still up...hella tired, but still up. Overall, best dance, best night, it was one of the if not the best time this whole year. I luv ya babe, thank you for everything and you make me very happy too, more than you know. You're amazing.
My Mood: :D :D :D
[b]Leanne Rimes[/b] - I Need You
(Great song and awesome lyrics)
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SONG(s) :
Edwin McCain - I'll Be
Huh ......
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