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| Flyer-pushers |
| 10.26.04 (10:47 pm) [edit] |
It was a nice cool day, walking back to my car at the Montlake parking lot...almost 15 minutes away. As I approach the HUB, I see the usual political tents with all the white people telling everyone to vote for Kerry or Bush. Usually I pass through each day unbothered... unfortunately today wasn't one of those days. Eh, so what the heck I thought, might as well humor the guy.
[b]Flyer-pusher:[/b] Do you love your grandma?
[b]Me:[/b] (wtf...where's he going with this...) Uh Yeah.
[b]Flyer-pusher:[/b] Well George W. Bush doesn't.
[b]Me:[/b] ......... ......... Why's that?
[b]Flyer-pusher:[/b] Because he doesn't.
[b]Me:[/b] And the reason? (as I look at the flyer saying Bush doesn't support flu shots & it will kill more people than 9/11)
[b]Flyer-pusher:[/b] *silence as if dumbfounded*
[b]Me:[/b] So basically you're telling me to vote for Kerry... because he cares.... yet your reason is ....
[b]Flyer-pusher:[/b] Yeah.
[b]Me:[/b] ....Thanks.
I feel completely unwavered and that I wasted at least a good 5 minutes of my life. The guy handing out flyers didn't even know what the hell he was handing out. It's nice to know they have complete dumbasses with no opinion about the actual election other than "Bush doesn't care" helping to get people to vote.
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| Goddamn, it's 5am |
| 10.24.04 (8:09 am) [edit] |
Ahh it's late, freaking listen to music too late on the weekends.
[u][b]New[/b][/u]
[b]-[/b] Chem Midterm #1[b]:[/b] class avg. 75%, my score 77. Suits me just fine.
[b]-[/b] Soc Quiz (hella hard)[b]:[/b] class avg. 12 out of 20, my score 13. Also not bad.
[b]-[/b] Astr Midterm #1[b]: [/b]don't know, just took it Friday. Eh, think I did alright.
So long as I hit just right above the average, I'm cool with it all. I don't devote all my time to studying as much as the people I've met do. Fact is half the time I'm listening to music, watching tv, napping, chatting online, or hanging out. There's one other fairly new thing, so if you've hung out with me fairly recently, then I've probably mentioned it. : )
Tonight, bought costume (YAY!) w/ Tiff, Melissa, and Alex. Both the night before and tonight was fun dressing up with them ^.^ Happy I didn't end up spending as much as I thought and on top of that it actually looks pretty nice and fits alright too. Can't wait to wear it. Also, Aaron's party is this friday for sure which is even better so all of us have something to do for Halloween. But more importantly a reason to get their costumes :wink:.
Cooked dinner with Hines. We had steak, fries, and caesar salad. Then for dessert we had Karamel Sutra (Ben & Jerry's) ice cream.
He cooked the steak. The fries were frozen and just went in the oven. I shook the salad in the bag with the dressing....so talented. Basically he did most the cooking, that being the steak and I drove, so in the end I like to say we broke even. ;.P
[i][b]Total Value[/b][/i][b]:[/b] $10.50 -- total per person[b]:[/b] $5.25
[i][b]When it rung up[/b][/i][b]:[/b] Oh Heck Yeah :!:
[i][b]Taste[/b][/i][b]:[/ b] Awesome
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| Late night post |
| 10.17.04 (6:25 am) [edit] |
Went to Aaron's small party friday, it was alright, didn't want to drink anything. Got there close to 11. Just wanted to get out and see a few friends that's all. Was there for only about an hour and a half. Saw girls suck at foos ball.... again, but this time saw them have to kiss afterwards, pretty entertaining. After that it was boring and the party next door was lame. Only good part about not drinking was I could leave anytime. So I did, at 12:30. The drive home wasn't shitty like it usually is since I had some company. Managed to enjoy the night, which I wasn't expecting.
Today, just talked to Tiff online and she's going to help me find a costume for Halloween. Off the sites we were looking at..... what I chose she said weren't showy enough lol. And compared to what Tiff picked out haha mine weren't even on the same scale. God damn she picks revealing costumes :wink:. She suggested the naughty nurse, sexy cop, and naughty french maid. And she liked [u]one[/u] of the ones I picked, sexy pinstripe gangster girl. IF there is a party [b]and[/b] IF she comes wearing her maid outfit [b]then[/b] I said I'd wear anything she picks out. Even if there isn't a party, ha I might just get a costume anyways. Hopefully we can go check stuff out after I work friday.
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| Solemn |
| 10.15.04 (4:14 am) [edit] |
Alone in a place...
lies the confusion of many.
Sitting in their solemn thoughts...
rolling over the present.
Amidst the turmoil dwelling inside...
they forbode the time.
Lost in obscure expectations...
weary of a path ahead.
Chilled by the feeling of cold eyes...
and surrounded by statues...
warmth will slowly succumb.
Their somber lips smile...
as cheerful as they can;
To disguise the restless sorrow...
concealed in their heart.
It's a poem...as if it weren't blatantly obvious... Usually not a poetic person, in fact I hate writing. By a lot of people's standards eh it probably sucks, feel free to criticize. Not like I care. It's just something that came to mind. So don't be a complete Fucker about it.
Not all gloomy[b]:[/b]
Yet even beneath such somber skies...
a hint of light can still be seen.
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| Someday |
| 10.09.04 (6:54 am) [edit] |
Caught up on things with Joyce, Pat, Derrick, and Connor tonight. It's nice that things have passed over, there's no awkward or odd feelings since we're all single and it just doesn't matter. I'm glad they invited me over, was actually entertaining. It's nice to know things are ok again.
Joyce asked me earlier: "Do you have anything you want?" (Materialistic or in general) Tough question, heck if I know anymore...
I told her what came to mind... which was there's nothing I want, nothing I expect, when there is then I'll work hard for it. Right now I'm just working to get what I need to get done. Necessity comes before desire. I'll focus on what needs to get done. We're not in high school anymore, all those little thoughts, wants, and desires we had... that's all they are. It's time to grow up, realize things can change, and do what needs to be done. Human nature is to look out for your own self-interest. All of this isn't to say do this or don't do that, it's whatever way you want to look at things, still have what's important to you. I'll always keep close what's most important to me and never let it slip away.
The future isn't determined. I'll make my own and I guess what I 'want' is to figure things out as I go along.
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| Same ol' same ol' |
| 10.08.04 (4:25 am) [edit] |
Just finished up my notes for astronomy, worked on chemistry homework some more only 2 problems left to finish, I did reading for criminology earlier. Man college is boring, haven't met anyone that's worth talking to more than once. Every time you meet someone it's always the same "What are you taking?" "Where are you from?" "Living on campus?".... you sit next to them one day, then you don't see them again. Only good things about college are being able to skip, more time on your hands (syllabus tells you what is expected and when your exams are), and yeah it's better than high school. To describe college in one word... eh.
After classes, the day was fun. Hung out and ran errands :) . I enjoy those days and for that short time, there's no where else I'd rather be. Plus how could I not laugh or smile when he says the "You're starting to piss me off" (sometimes unexpected... then again sometimes provoked [b];.P[/b]) at least once when we hang out. ^.^
Here's a relaxing song when I wonder about things. Sounds great & lyrics are even better. (Yeah, it's country.... so?)
[b]Kenny Chesney[/b] - [i]"When I Think About Leaving"[/i]
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| Aaron's Party |
| 10.02.04 (6:12 am) [edit] |
[i][b]Before Party-[/b][/i] Not too many people there till around 11pm. Kept my deal with Aaron to drink a shot or two of something... ended up being Orange Twist Smirnoff 70 proof. Man that shit tasted nasty. Wasn't till the second one I started to feel it. Definitely makes you more social which was great.
~[u]The Jello Fight[/u]~
[b]Round 1:[/b] wimpy girl on girl fight....lame
[b]Round 2:[/b] wrestler girl steps in & slams on previous winner girl
[b]Round 3:[/b] Will gets his ass served to him on a plater by wrestler girl
[b]Round 4:[/b] Aaron goes against her, he dominated
[b]Round 5:[/b] some other girl joins in to help her, aaron owned on both of them
Nice fight overall, splashed jello everywhere, walls, people, damn entertaining ^.^
[i][b]Glad they were there-[/b][/i] Hines was awesome and even looked out for me a little. Aaron got me to lighten up and have some fun. Sean... was Sean lol, uh I think he 'might' have done a little of each. Aaron and his roommates were awesome party throwers, they go around to make sure everyone is enjoying themselves. Even saw Greg Hasselfeld & Amber, hadn't seen either of them in 2 years.
[i][b]Meeting People-[/b][/i] Met a lot of people, only remember about half their names. Two different guys kind of freaked me out a little...they each kept mentioning staying at their place instead of driving home or just stopping by to see their place few houses down or a block or two from where we were. ...Complete scum...I wasn't that drunk nor would I ever be that stupid. Just avoided them the rest of the night. Some guys were really nice, one was really cool to talk to (Dan) and kept coming over to talk to me. His roommates were fun too. Exchanged numbers and they're having their first house party tomorrow... but don't think I'll go. It's such a long ass drive to Seattle.
[i][b]My Hat-[/b][/i] (since some ass so kindly critcized it when I got there :roll:) I'm not one to wear barely anything and dress like a slut or whore, I'd rather be comfortable because who the hell do I care to impress... complete strangers... psh fuck that. Mainly though, I knew I'd try stronger stuff and didn't want someone flirting with me, then getting too close to me if I wasn't as aware as I wanted to be after taking some shots.
[i][b]End of Night-[/b][/i] Uhh Dan wanted to kiss me and even mentioned it then leaned in to.... Gave him the cheek, told him I don't kiss people I've just met. He understood, said it was cool, then gave me a hug and asked me to come to his party tomorrow night. Flat out, I don't kiss just anyone... don't plan to... shoot I've only kissed 3 guys in my life (there's my whopping number of relationships), at least all were meaningful. Oh well... tonight it hit me, the thought of being with someone made me want to be single and alone even more (felt kind of smothered toward the end & actually wanted to leave a earlier but was still kind of wobbly). It's not to date around or have flings, just makes things easier and it's not like I have to force myself, I already lack the interest to.
It's all or nothing. That's the way I see it. And I'd rather have nothing.
[i][b]Overall:[/b][/i] the party was crazy, awesome, and hella enjoyed it. Best party out of the 3 (...shut up) that I've been to.
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SONG(s) :
Edwin McCain - I'll Be
Huh ......
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